Wednesday, July 8, 2015

Day Three: A Desert, A Sun And Much That Depended On It!

[The Destination Film Shoot]

10 April, 2015

We set off early in the morning. Or rather, we tried to. By the time we got ready, loaded the equipment, picked up drinks and food to last the entire day (we were going to the middle of nowhere, so we had to be well prepared), filled petrol and finally got on our way to the desert to shoot the climax (and other scenes), we were already running about 45 minutes later than our initial plan.

There were 6 of us in 2 cars - the editor, his cousin who would be our production assistant and still photographer for the day, the actor, the actress, the cameraman and the director that is me. I sat in the same car as the editor (also the driver) and the cast, so that I could get them to rehearse for the next few hours. But then, the actress readily fell asleep, so the rest of us just chatted away for most of the 300 kms that we covered.

It was a long, rather pleasant drive. We made a couple of stops on the way at fuel stations and also spent some time driving around to buy some mutton biriyani for the Baluchis who are managing the camel farm where we were planning to shoot at, as a token of gratitude for their help. We ended up losing our way and found no mutton biriyani, so instead we got them some chicken biriyani (there is a real difference).

Close to noon, we had long left the city behind and also the towns and the arid landscapes that followed and started to see the dunes ahead. My cast kept muttering "wow" through the journey because every turn provided yet another picturesque view. I myself had uttered a million "wow"s during my previous visit here for location recee, so this time I smugly sat back and took in the views once again.

We made a couple more stops to capture the scenic views on camera and soon were at our destination, the camel farm in the midst of that massive desert. The sun was blazing down. The temperature was close to 40 degree celsius and it was extremely dry.

We were warmly welcomed by the Baluchis who were very amused hearing us talk about the heat. According to them, this was pretty pleasant weather and the real heat is weeks away. OK then.

As soon as the pleasantries were over, the team started the preparations. We had a few scenes to shoot in that location and we had no time to lose.

I looked around the location, refined the story board, gave instructions to the crew on the camera placements and framing and to the cast on their blocking.
Trying to figure out how best the frame the location

And then I felt like I was gonna die.

I felt nauseous and extremely faint and had to hold on to a pole for support. I didn't realize what was going on, and I tried to push through it. I was still trying to converse and process thoughts, but I knew I wasn't making great progress. Then someone in the team, I don't remember who, noticed that I looked like a mess and quickly passed me a yogurt drink that we had picked up on our way. I drank that and recovered pretty much instantly from the first and last incident of dehydration I had ever been through.

Then we started the shoot and immediately met with our first major technical issue. It was, after all, only a matter of time.

We were planning a multi-cam shoot - i.e. shoot with two cameras at the same time from different angles. This is pretty helpful because you can get one camera each to focus on the two actors, which enables the shoot as well as the edit, to be completed in half the time. So yeah, that's what was planned. But one of the two cameras got extremely heated up as soon as the shoot began and rendered itself pretty useless.

Which meant that we were left with one working camera for the day. Which in turn, meant double the time for shooting each scene. But there was a more serious problem - there was no longer a back up camera, with the nearest available one probably a few hundred kilometers away. So all we could do was pray for the working camera to continues working for the rest of the day.

So we wished for the best and we shot. There were again a multitude of issues - e.g. too much backlight in the frames, the actress not being able to look straight at the intense light without blinking her eyes, the sand that kept blowing, the reflector that kept flying, and what not.

But soon it was done. We wrapped up that scene at about 3pm and took a lunch break in a shack on the farm.

After the break, we shot a few montage sequences within the farm.
The Baluchi with his camels

We then explored the area for a suitable location to shoot the climax. By the time we figured the perfect spot and set the equipment up, the sun had pretty much started to set.

I think it would be hard to describe what I was been going through at that point in time.

I mean, here I am. Filming my biggest project ever. In a foreign location. In a desert which is 300kms away from the city. Shooting the climax scene - which is arguably the most important scene. With a maximum of 30 minutes before losing light. With just one chance to get it right.

I no longer know exactly what I said or did but I remember pushing the actors, I remember not letting the crew have even one light moment that was out of scope of the work right then, I remember taking some extreme priority calls on how many takes we should have for some of the dialogues, I remember improvising on the script, asking the actors to skip a few dialogues as I mentally worked alternative ways to incorporate them into the film later, I remember looking at the sun a million times as it was fast dipping beyond the horizon and threatening to disappear behind a dune, I remember holding tight on to my script, biting my lips and praying feverishly.
The sun setting behind the dune

The last frame was shot and the sun dipped beyond the dune, with maybe 30 seconds to spare.

"GET INTO THE CAR!!! LET'S SHOOT THE SUNSET!!!", I immediately screamed. The idea was to take a shot of the sunset itself, without the actors in the frame. The sun had dipped beyond the dune but not beyond the horizon yet, and if we were quick, we might just be able to find a spot that has an unblocked view of the sunset.

We rushed, and we found a spot just in time. And we shot the sunset!

And then it struck me that we still had to shoot a poster in this location! Well, it seemed like there was one poor sun and a 100 things we had to accomplish before he decides to rest for the day.

Anyway, the sun itself had already disappeared but there was still enough light to shoot a few photographs. So that's exactly what we did. First we shot a few for the poster and when that was done, we shot a few fun team photos!

And then we lost the light completely, and everyone heaved a sigh of relief. We had completed all that we had to in the day.

Then came the night. We still had one night scene around a campfire, to be shot in the camel farm! Yup, we wanted to make the most of that location!

Interestingly enough, by now, there was a big group of Malayalees (husbands, wives, kids) gathered in the camel farm. Yup, that's right, in that very same camel farm - in the middle of nowhere, late in the evening and they were waiting to see what a "film shoot" would look like. Oh well.

It was an interesting experience. There were kids running around, threatening to knock over our tripod with the camera, and coming pretty close to that potential disaster on more occasions than one. As I was prepping the actors and instructing the crew, there were parallel conversations among our audience on how a film is shot.. things like "You see how they have set up the fire, that is how 'feel' comes". It was rather fascinating commentary.

By the time we actually started to shoot, it was about 9pm, because we had difficulties in getting the right lighting as we only had the campfire to aid us. By then our audience had left - I guess they tired out from waiting and some of the youngest members (i.e 6 month old babies) seemed to think being in that dark place in the middle of night wasn't a great idea.

After they left, peace and quiet returned. As the crew figured out the lighting and the frames, I plugged on to my music and stared up at the sky, at the stars. And I felt that everything is gonna end just fine.
Taking some time off between takes 

And it did too. Compared to everything else that had happened during the day, the campfire scene went pretty smoothly and we wrapped up close to midnight.

Soon we packed up, bade goodbye to the hospitable Baluchis and started on our long journey back to the city. But not before a few more shoots on the road! I wanted to capture what it feels to move away from the dark expanse of the uninhabited desert and enter the lighted world of civilization, and so we did a few shoots from the car on the way back.

About an hour into the drive, both the drivers tired out and we stopped for supper. Post lunch, we hadn't eaten anything save for dates and camel milk. I wasn't hungry, so I stayed on in the car together with  the actress who had once again, readily fallen asleep. The rest had their fill and we started off again. This time, I was in the same car as the editor and the actress while the actor and cameraman was in the cousin's car. It was late at night and there was a danger that the drivers would start to feel sleepy. To keep the editor up, I started reminiscing about our old projects like Mausams, thereby successfully ensuring that he remained alert. He did remain alert and we reached our hotel by 4am. However, his cousin who drove the other car decided to stop and take a nap. So they pulled up somewhere and all three took a nap until 6:30am before they started back to the city.

As I hit the bed, feeling incredibly exhausted, I counted my blessings for the day.

The one working camera, that worked through the day.
The dehydration that struck, but left without causing much damage.
The heat, the dryness, the sand that blew but did not fatigue the cast or crew.
The sun that didn't set too fast.
The sunlight that didn't disappear too soon.

So I said a small thank you to the universe and then dozed off.  

Tuesday, July 7, 2015

Day Two: We Prayed and We Sort of Started Shoot!

[The Destination Film Shoot]

9 April, 2015

I woke up to a lovely morning in Abu Dhabi.

I started my day with meditation and some yoga. I was following the 30 day yoga challenge by Adrienne (available on Youtube) during this time. It is a series of low intensity yoga lessons, each less than 30 minutes in duration, which is perfect during travels and high stress times such as your first shoot in a foreign country.

Post yoga and freshening up, I joined the team for the elaborate breakfast in the hotel. The cast, the cameraman from India and I were staying at the hotel, while the editor stayed on in his house in Abu Dhabi. But he planned to join us for breakfast every morning.

As soon as he came over I asked, ""Licence vanno?" (Do we have the licence?)
He promptly replied, "Licence vannittilla." (Nope)

Little did I know then that this would be our regular exchange for the rest of my stay in Abu Dhabi. But more on that later.

Over a relaxed breakfast, we discussed the day's plan. First we would have a puja (prayer) done. Then we will shoot a couple of small scenes in a few private properties that we have permission for. Most of the scenes to be shot on private properties were more like sequences in montages and I thought it would be a great way for the cast and crew to get warmed up.

One of the "private properties" also happened to be a car. We have a few short sequences in a car as the protagonists in the film tour around the city. And the same licencor whose laptop was destroyed by tea was supposed to do the one and only cameo in the film, as the car's driver.

So I decided to make the most of the day's schedule.

Me: Why don't we also shoot the car scenes with the licencor?
Editor: That can't happen until later.
Me: Why?
Editor: Because he doesn't have the licence...
Me: Yes, I know... but this is inside a car...
Editor: No, no... not the licence for the shoot. He also doesn't have his driving licence.
*SILENCE*
Me: Uhm.. why?
Editor: Because of some traffic rule violation. It was impounded. But don't worry, he will be getting it back in two days and then we can shoot.

So that was that. But we decided that we could still shoot with him today for a certain scene that was to be outside the car and hence, didn't really require a driving licence.

The editor left to figure out how to get the puja done, while the cast and I rehearsed a few scenes. After a couple of hours, the editor came back with some food and said that soon after lunch, we will be going to the production house (the one he is working for and which is supporting us) for the puja and then straight on to shoot.

So after lunch, the cast changed into their costumes, we picked up all the equipment and soon were on our way to the studio in the car which was the key prop for the film as well. Over the next 10 days, we, i.e. the two cast members, editor, cameraman and myself would find ourselves sitting in that car for hundreds of hours, travelling for thousands of kilometres, and building up a nice bonding all along.

The arrangements at the studio for the puja was pretty nice. They had set up a table with the puja materials, pictures of various deities representing various religions and some film equipment such as camera and tripod. They had also invited a veteran dance master to perform the ceremony for us and he did thorough job of it. It was awesome! I was thrilled with my first ever pre-shoot puja with the entire team!


Post the puja, we set off to our first location - a dates shop to shoot a short montage sequence. We drove there and realized that the place is overflowing with tourists and totally not conducive for any kind of shoot.

So we drove away.

So much for that.

Then we went to the Kerala Social Centre, which really is a little piece of God's Own Country within the city of Abu Dhabi. I had discovered this place in my previous visit for location recee, when I was taken there to have chukku kaapi, or spiced coffee, at its little coffee shop. It's hard to describe just how much "mallu" this place was in its look and feel, so am gonna let the description be. Let's just say I fell in love with everything from the lazily draped cloth around the courtyard at the center as a screen against the sun to the chukku kappi that I wanted to shoot a scene there in which the actors would consume that same chukku kaapi!

So we went to Kerala Social Center and shot. Our first shoot for the film!

The scene featured both the actors as well as the licencor who was playing the driver and I have to say that it was a pretty smooth shoot. There were no technical glitches, all three actors sailed through it, and my cameraman was happy to take all sorts of interesting shots in and around the area on his own, which was really cool. We could wrap up in just half an hour or so, which is just as well, because we were soon losing light.

And yeah, then we lost light. So we packed up for the day and decided on the next day's schedule - which was to shoot at a camel farm, yet another private property that I had come across during my location recee and where we had permit to shoot. This place was in the middle of the desert, surrounded by dunes and about 300 kilometers away.

Me: What plans for tomorrow?
Editor: We definitely won't be getting the licence tomorrow. It's the weekend.
Me: Then?
Editor: Let's go to the camel farm and shoot?
Me: You mean the desert?
Editor: Yes.
Me: But we planned to shoot the climax in the desert!
Editor: Yes, so we can shoot the climax tomorrow.
Me: So the very first shoot of the film will be the climax scene?!
Editor: Yes.

I always try to shoot the climax scene at the very end. That's when the actors are at their peak - the high of having come so far take their performance to a different level. And now I have to shoot it at the very beginning, when they hardly have even warmed up!

Me: Yeah, let's do it.

It didn't make sense to waste a whole day without shooting anything. We didn't really have a choice.

So we planned that we will be off by 7am the next day. So after a quick dinner, we got back to the hotel and I hit the bed, and mentally prepared to shoot the first proper scene - the climax.


Monday, July 6, 2015

Day One : Off to Abu Dhabi, Without a Licence! [The "Destination Film" Shoot]

8 April, 2015 

Today is 6th July, 2015 and I am going to write about 8th April, 2015. 

This is unusual for this blog - the fact that I am writing about something that took place two months ago. Usually, I jot down things as they happen. Usually, it is about the beautiful day that is today.

But then some things simple have to be documented, irrespective of the delay. And the "some thing" in this case is the shoot of what I call my "Destination Film". In other words, my feature film that was shot in Abu Dhabi in April this year.

As I write this, my editor friend (who is also the director of photography for this film) is in my house, here in Singapore, editing the film. He is based in Abu Dhabi but is spending a week here to lock the edit. He arrived a couple of days ago and immediately both of us jumped into a full blown reminiscence of the shooting experience. And there were so many stories of ups and downs, so many stories of events that were no less than miracles, so much to be grateful for. At the end of our conversation, I felt that as years pass by, I shouldn't be forgetting any little bit of this experience. Every beautiful bit simply had to be documented. 

So here I am. 

But first, a bit of background on this film and how it came into being. 

One day, my good friend and my lead actor from several of my previous works, mentioned that given his strength in performing comedy, he doubts that he will ever be taken as a "serious actor". I was like, "Sorry, but that is absolute rubbish". And I thought of a "serious" storyline for the serious actor in him. 

One of my wishes was to shoot a film outside of Singapore. You know, just for the fun of it. So I placed this story first in Rajasthan in India (for no good reason) and then later shifted it to Abu Dhabi, for a very good reason - my editor had just started working at a production house in Abu Dhabi and they were happy to support the production of this film (bless them!) 

Thus, I had my script. I had my lead actor. I had my crew. 

Initially I planned to act in the film. It was a conversation based film with just two protagonists throughout and I really wanted to act in it myself, for... well, the serious actor in me. But then I realized that would be the stupidest thing I could possibly do, given that I also have to direct the film in a brand new location, with some team members I haven't worked with before, and on a bigger scale than what I have ever done before. 

So then I found my actress, another good friend who was also part of some of my previous works. 

My actors and I spent the first quarter of the year in intense rehearsals and in March, right after I quit P&G, I set off for a week of location recee in Abu Dhabi. After which, I locked the script - matching scenes to the various locations and my editor got help from a location licencor to work on the permits for shoot in the various public locations I had picked. 

Thus my actors were ready. My crew in Abu Dhabi were ready. I was ready.

On April 8th, we - the actors and I - were ready to take off for Abu Dhabi. 

The morning we were to fly, my editor, who is also now the DOP cum producer cum production manager cum what not, called me and gave me an interesting piece of news.

The location permit for the shoot isn't available yet, even though we had submitted all the documents in time. 

Me: "How come?" 

Editor: "Because tea fell on the licencor's laptop." 

I was immediately taken back to that day when I was told that a dog took my Mausams master DVD. But it was not a time to reminisce, so I asked him whether he would like to elaborate. 

He did. Apparently the government body that grants these permits had written to the licencor on some clarifications several days ago, but the licencor missed that email because it was the same day tea fell on his laptop, causing it to die. And in the confusion and heart pain that followed, some things were missed, this email being one of them. 

So I said the only thing anyone can say under these circumstances. "Wow". 

We had two options - postpone the shoot completely until the licence comes in or start shooting on the private properties that were part of our locations list as we wait for the licence, and once it does come in, complete the shoot on the public locations.

Obviously, I chose option two. 

So my cast and I took off for Abu Dhabi, as planned, on April 8th, 2015. 
The Actor, The Director, The Actress - on the way to Abu Dhabi. 

We had a fun journey on Srilankan Airways, a fun transit in Colombo and some good rehearsal on the flight. Yup, I am a taskmaster who made them rehearse even on the flight. 

Once we reached Abu Dhabi, we were picked up by my editor's cousin brother, who was supposed to be assistant director for the film but who couldn't be because of a recent accident that took off some of his toe, which in turn messed up his office work schedule and which in turn, meant that he couldn't take any of the previously planned off-days to join us for shoots. But today, he came to pick us up as he was free. 

He took us to a restaurant because all of us were hungry even though it was past midnight and in spite of the two meals we had on Srilankan Airways, and there we met the rest of the gang - the editor, the cameraman - a young, super dedicated chap who was specially flown in from India and the editor's boss from the production house, all of whom had just returned from another shoot in Dubai. 

As dinners such as these go, we talked a lot about the project and what's in store, such as praying for the licence to come as soon as possible and for the days to be less hot than what they are expected to be and generally had a rather merry time. 

Then came the surprise. 

We were taken to check into our hotel. Which happened to be the very grand Novotel instead of a much smaller, more economical option that we were expecting. 

I rolled my eyes at the editor and asked him what on earth he was thinking, being this extravagant and he told me that the rooms are courtesy of a friend of his. This friend who works in the tourism industry had just enough points to get us three rooms in this hotel for our duration of stay, and he wanted my editor to use those. In the friend's own words to the editor, "It is the only way I can help you make your film." He spent his very last point on us. I still haven't gotten over that. 

So we checked in. And all I remember was crashing on the bed and dozing off, wishing for a few blessings to be sent this friend's way (the one from the tourism industry) and praying that we would be able to complete this currently licence-less shoot. 

Saturday, April 4, 2015

What the Yoga Retreat Looked Like!

Am back in Singapore - it is good to get back home to the little one and the hubby! But I definitely have left a piece of my heart back in Rishikesh and I do plan to go back to it some time soon. 

Meanwhile there have been quite a few of you who wanted to know more about the retreat accommodation details etc., so here you go. 

I stayed at Dewa Retreat in Tapovan near Lakshman Jhula and took their package which included accommodation, 2 yoga classes daily, one trip to Ganga Aarti at Parmarth Ashram and all meals (room service excluded). Their website is http://rishikeshyogaretreat.com. 

Here are a few pictures and videos too that I couldn't post from there due to slow wi-fi. Slow or inconsistent wifi was probably the only downside, but then again, you don't go to Rishikesh to be plugged on to the internet always! Also, I hadn't taken any of my good cameras because I wanted to travel light and spend less time looking through a viewfinder, so these are just the few pictures taken on my phone. 

So here you go... 


 My room 

 Welcome gift of prayer beads made of Tulsi (basil) seeds. Also got an amazing welcome drink - Tulsi Tea!

 View from the room when the sun's out

 View from the room when it is cloudy

 View from the room when it rains 

 View from the poolside 

 Lakshman Jhula, 400m away from the hotel 

 Entrance to Vasishtha Cave, 19kms away 

View from outside Vasishtha Cave

View from outside Vasishtha Cave

Vasishtha Cave (and my cabbie)

 View from Kunjapuri Temple, 25kms away 

  View from Kunjapuri Temple

  View from Kunjapuri Temple

  View from Kunjapuri Temple

  View from Kunjapuri Temple

  View from Kunjapuri Temple

 Sunrise at Kunjapuri Temple

  Sunrise at Kunjapuri Temple

  Sunrise at Kunjapuri Temple

 Kunjapuri Temple

 Rishikesh as seen from Kunjapuri Temple 

The little fellow who kept following me around (and also half of the looooong flight of stairs to Kunjapuri Temple) 


Halfway point of the climb to Kunjapuri Temple (I highly recommend the Masala Chai here)

 The auto-rickshaw that's more popularly known as the Tuk Tuk there (too much Thai influence)

Ram Jhula 

 View from Ram Jhula 

  View from Ram Jhula 

 Shopping alley near Ram Jhula 

 Ganga Aarti at Paramartha Ashram

 Ganga Aarti at Paramartha Ashram

 The original Shiva statue on the Ganga at Parmartha Ashram was washed away in last year's floods, so they directed me to this other Shiva statue in a garden within the Ashram. It was magnificent, and I loved the half crescent moon on his head, and the almost full moon above in the night sky. 

A lot less touristy Ganga Aarti near the Shatrughana Ghat at Ram Jhula

A lot less touristy Ganga Aarti near the Shatrughana Ghat at Ram Jhula

A lot less touristy Ganga Aarti near the Shatrughana Ghat at Ram Jhula


A lot less touristy Ganga Aarti near the Shatrughana Ghat at Ram Jhula

View from the 13th storey of the Trayambakeshwar temple at Lakshman Jhula

View from the 13th storey of the Trayambakeshwar temple at Lakshman Jhula

View from the 13th storey of the Trayambakeshwar temple at Lakshman Jhula

View from the 13th storey of the Trayambakeshwar temple at Lakshman Jhula

Dear Dolma from the Tibetan Peace shop singing a Nepali song for me :)

The good folks at Dewa Retreat who took the best care of me!

The good folks at Dewa Retreat who took the best care of me!

The good folks at Dewa Retreat who took the best care of me!

With my fellow yoginis as we bid goodbye at Dehradun airport!